For the past two days I have been having the worst anxiety attacks. It’s been hell. I stopped taking the amps but the anxiety is still there. I am wondering if it has to do with the Wellbutrin the doctor put me on. I have been popping Klonopin like no tomorrow and it doesn’t seem to help. Sleep is the only thing that brings relief. And I haven’t been sleeping well. I feel like I have to catch every breath I take. My body is shaking from the chills. I haven’t had a bowel movement in 2 days. My urine is bright yellow. WTF?
I am suppose to go somewhere today. A friend – lobster dinner and I do not even want to go. I can’t bring myself to get dressed. It took everything I had to brush my teeth and wash my face this morning. I really need relief…NOW.
No good news to report other than the fact Dealer #1 called and I didn’t pick up.
For the record the sun is shining brightly and for me it feels like winter.
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